sometimes i just wonder... i thought i had given up on wanting to be a counter to go into oscar and will be contented to helping out outside after duty but today, i knew i had not given up totally on it after today...

i wonder what's the progression like in this transition..ahhh... God what is the plan you have for me? I'm thankful that I'm progressing so much in Logistics department and I certainly enjoy my time there but... I dunno I'm just confused.. But never mind I shall be contented with what i have.. ultimately You will be the one to provide for me!