A beginning to an end.
It's coming to the end of the year 2008.
There were past defeats, victories, setbacks and memories in this year.
God has been god to me also. Saw my breakthrough during AC 08 and it had been a great one. Not what i had expected to be but it's something that really WOWed me still.
Anyway will be back later to blog more.. tired now and feeling sick.. haiz.. till laters~~
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Prioritising...
i realised i can't be with everyone at the same time and sometimes, things don't really go the way you want no matter how insistant you are.
the thing is about recognising the season and therefore knowing what's important for you to prioritise accordingly.
i'm just learning it all over again on a new level~~
Rawr!!!
P.S. just rattling at my small little space here.. =P
i realised i can't be with everyone at the same time and sometimes, things don't really go the way you want no matter how insistant you are.
the thing is about recognising the season and therefore knowing what's important for you to prioritise accordingly.
i'm just learning it all over again on a new level~~
Rawr!!!
P.S. just rattling at my small little space here.. =P
never a time have i experienced such greatness yet so much fustration in one season...
greatness from God because of the way I have been stretched and expanded through Him. As a result promotion came and it's really a wonderful experience and feeling.
yet at the same there's this fustration inside me wanting to do more but felt limited to do so and it had almost been a period feeling tired from the many things i'm going through right now.
thank God somehow for the favour of man wherever I go and things have been so smooth. It's really like a leap in level upon level..
Right now, i'm going to set things right. there's a greater measure of things for me to do but certain areas of my life needs to be corrected and it really takes an extensive sacrifice and out of comfort zone decision-making for that to happen. And somehow I need to do it real fast if not I'm going to miss the opportunity again.
I want to have the peace of God and the anointing to pull me through this season. Whatever that has been spoken by that one person to my life is really coming to past... I need to be ready and be prepared for it.
I want to be ready for God. =)
greatness from God because of the way I have been stretched and expanded through Him. As a result promotion came and it's really a wonderful experience and feeling.
yet at the same there's this fustration inside me wanting to do more but felt limited to do so and it had almost been a period feeling tired from the many things i'm going through right now.
thank God somehow for the favour of man wherever I go and things have been so smooth. It's really like a leap in level upon level..
Right now, i'm going to set things right. there's a greater measure of things for me to do but certain areas of my life needs to be corrected and it really takes an extensive sacrifice and out of comfort zone decision-making for that to happen. And somehow I need to do it real fast if not I'm going to miss the opportunity again.
I want to have the peace of God and the anointing to pull me through this season. Whatever that has been spoken by that one person to my life is really coming to past... I need to be ready and be prepared for it.
I want to be ready for God. =)
Saturday, December 6, 2008
Wow can't believe i'm still up at 1.45am on Saturday!!
It's supposed to be sleeping time... ZZzzzZZ...
Anyway these few days I was pretty challenged in many ways, spiritually and mentally. There's always this thought in my mind of wanting to do better but question is, how?
Wednesday I had the oppurtunity of fellowshiping with Eugene on our way home especially and he shared many things which are quite true and valuable. One thing which he had mentioned and it impacted me greatly is the term 'Armour-bearer'.
That term was so resounding like a bell and it just keeps ringing in my head. Previously I was sharing about it and by definition really is to hold on and support the leadership no matter what happens. Not relenting or letting go out of own discomfort but really biting the bullet and moving on to pull through.
For whom I'm serving, I want to be their armour bearer to share the burdens and really to make things happen for them. Even if it takes the convenience out of me I'll still want to do the above and for the extra mile. I just want to be the servant and the son.
Ultimately i'm serving God and things i'm going through are for the preparation of what is to come in future.
Lessening the load of the leader, recommending ideas, being the person of details to provide the necessary. All these are some of whati'm going through but i'm sure I can rise up from it one day though being challenged many times.
After learning and applying, it's up for the next generation of leaders to be imparted with the skills such that they go from glory to glory, strength to strength. Amen! =)
Ultimately, I still thank you God and I still love you. :)
It's supposed to be sleeping time... ZZzzzZZ...
Anyway these few days I was pretty challenged in many ways, spiritually and mentally. There's always this thought in my mind of wanting to do better but question is, how?
Wednesday I had the oppurtunity of fellowshiping with Eugene on our way home especially and he shared many things which are quite true and valuable. One thing which he had mentioned and it impacted me greatly is the term 'Armour-bearer'.
That term was so resounding like a bell and it just keeps ringing in my head. Previously I was sharing about it and by definition really is to hold on and support the leadership no matter what happens. Not relenting or letting go out of own discomfort but really biting the bullet and moving on to pull through.
For whom I'm serving, I want to be their armour bearer to share the burdens and really to make things happen for them. Even if it takes the convenience out of me I'll still want to do the above and for the extra mile. I just want to be the servant and the son.
Ultimately i'm serving God and things i'm going through are for the preparation of what is to come in future.
Lessening the load of the leader, recommending ideas, being the person of details to provide the necessary. All these are some of whati'm going through but i'm sure I can rise up from it one day though being challenged many times.
After learning and applying, it's up for the next generation of leaders to be imparted with the skills such that they go from glory to glory, strength to strength. Amen! =)
Ultimately, I still thank you God and I still love you. :)
(P.S. Comes weekend, i hope everyone is ready, things are not going to be the same again :) )
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Monday, December 1, 2008
December 1st... One more month before the year 2008 comes to an end. Yet this month will be the best month yet and 2009 being a better year than the other!
After AC, next event coming up is really Christmas and really can't wait for it to come.. =)
To side-track to note if I'm clinging on too much onto what I have now and not freely giving what I have and learnt to others... And really giving all that I have onto God.. Ultimately you are the one that has given me everything and all belongs to you. My dreams, visions, calling, talents.
I should come to a point whereby I shouldn't worry and fight for it. Instead just let it come to me and when it comes, I just deal with it God wants me to.
Like that people say, just go with the flow, with God. :)
After AC, next event coming up is really Christmas and really can't wait for it to come.. =)
To side-track to note if I'm clinging on too much onto what I have now and not freely giving what I have and learnt to others... And really giving all that I have onto God.. Ultimately you are the one that has given me everything and all belongs to you. My dreams, visions, calling, talents.
I should come to a point whereby I shouldn't worry and fight for it. Instead just let it come to me and when it comes, I just deal with it God wants me to.
Like that people say, just go with the flow, with God. :)
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