Accountability is one thing I have to improve on.

Tze Hwa's right, I must learn to walk out of my shadows and be optimistic about those incidents.
Whatever mistakes made, it's in the past. It's how I learn to shape my future through my actions and attitude. Who hasn't made mistakes before right?

In any case, I need to pay attention to the Holy Spirit more carefully now and pray more than before. There's a reason why these are happening.

Thanks bro. U'd been a great help!